Rough new year.

I don’t know about you but my day was a drag. I went to a church on Saturday to get some free food and things. And my friends husband calls her and she says her son has a bump on his head. Then later she gets a call back saying he (her son) is not responding to his daddy. My dear husband takes her to the hospital to where her husband and son is going. My other friends and I get our stuff and my friends mom takes me home since my husband is with the daughter and her family. We get home like at two or three thirty I can’t remember which. Then my best friend calls me probably after six to tells me that the little baby had died. Joshua Dewayne. Only 3 months old. May he rest in peace.

Let me get back to my day today. Well I’ve been pretty much doing nothing. I done half of my dishes. They were pretty piled up since I had not done them since probably Wednesday. They were not as a bad as I thought they would be. Then I’ve been slowly putting clothes away. I’ve just been rather sad today. I am a mom and I can only imagine how this friend feels. I have a 7 year old son and I worry about him all the time. It is really sad that my friend had lost their 3 month old son. May God be with them and help them get through this hard times. I know it took me quite a while to get use to not having my parents. They passed away on December 8th 2000(my dad) and on January 11th 2001 my mom passed away. So you can imagine how this is affecting me. With this little baby passing away years later close to the day as my parents had passed away. I can understand to a point on how they feel. Only time will help heal them of their loss. And they will never forget their precious little baby. As I have not forgotten my parents. I miss them very much.